This year is by far the most challenging year for me..it's like everything seems to fall apart right in front of my eyes. EVERYTHING. My dreams, my hopes. It's like, there's nothing left for me, except to keep hoping. Though I tried & I tried. But nothing works. Makes me frustrated & at times I feel like I just want to let go of everything. No more trying, no more hoping, no more efforts. No more nothing. I'm too frustrated & disappointed to continue. Tired. Not too keen anymore to try. I've tried enough & I've had enough. Of rudeness, evil. I've tolerated, been nice, even taught her a few tricks for Photoshop. What she gave back to me were her classic evilness, sharp words, smirks & more smirks & smirks & smirks & endless smirks. She's EVIL. I tell you, she's not even like a sister. Yet she's my sister. Oh no, I'm trapped with this evil spirit in this house.
Yes, I'm talking about my EVIL sister. On the 10th day of Ramadhan. The holy month.
Goodness. Whatever is happening to me. Backbiting my EVIL sister in this holy month. Oh, at least I have an excuse. She hurts me with her smirks & smirks & smirks & more smirks yesterday when we were breaking our fast, and even more today during sahur. That's reasonable enough for me. I'm the victim.
There, I feel better now coz I've let go of it. PHEEEEEEW.
Now let's talk inspiration. I've been blog-hopping these days mainly because I'm on an inspiration dry-spell, and found these great projects at the Pinefeather blog (images are courtesy of Heather Nichols of the Pinefeather blog):
Photo canvas project
Rustic branches envelope book
And I find this interior shot by James Merrill inspirational for my next layout (which is gonna be a special one for me - will tell you about it later):
That's all for today. Happy fasting to my fellow Muslim friends & have a great week :)